And that's why they call it the blues.......

That's me tonight or I guess I should say this morning.  Here it is almost 5am and I haven't slept a wink.  As a rule, I enjoy listening to the Blues---Etta James, BB King, Ray Charles, and the list goes on.....Not sure why I've got the blues but finally gave it up and accepted that I do.  Maybe because I came home from a great vacation and got sick and have felt rotten all day. Maybe because the vacation is over and my babies are all gone again.   Maybe because I can't sleep and have a doctor's appointment with my specialist tomorrow and have some things I want to discuss with him.  Whatever the reason or reasons - I've got them.  If it wasn't so late and BigD is sleeping, I would crank up the music and wallow in my own little pity-party.  Since it is almot 5am, I don't know whether I should try to sleep a few hours and feel even worse or just stay up and try to get a nap.  Either way - my sleep pattern is really messed up now.  Maybe if I take 3 more Advil it will help my head stop hurting long enough to get a few hours before my doctor's appointment.  Yep - that is what I'm gonna do - and I'm also going to keep calling it the blues - sounds much better than that other word - depression.